Chastity Journal on Being Caged

Game Over

2012-02-26T15:43:00.002-08:00

My adventure in chastity has finally ended. Basically, I have lost interest. I will leave this blog open in the event I decide to restart. Thanks to my readers and followers for their support.

Chastity and Weight Loss

2012-02-15T07:23:00.002-08:00

Unfortunately I've gained a few pounds but my chastity will help me get back to my normal weight. As you know I've only allowed myself 12 days of freedom this year. I don't know when the freedom days are, since it is based on a random calendar. I've had one free day so far, February 3. I check the calendar every day, hoping for another day of freedom.

Well, until I lose the weight, I will not be allowed any freedom, even if one appears on the calendar. If one does, I lose it. So this is a great way to get back to my normal weight. I would hate to miss one of my days of freedom.

This morning I took the Birdlocked off for a good cleaning. I also got to trim my pubes, so they don't pinch when they are caught by the cage. It was only for about 10 minutes, but I got hard without even touching my cock. After it calmed down, back went the Birdlocked - until the weight is off.

Weekly Update

2012-02-11T09:50:00.000-08:00

Unless something really exciting happens, I will be updating my blog on a weekly basis.

I had a fantastic time on Feb 3, on of my twelve release dates of the year. I was out of the Birdlocked for only three hours, but I don't think my hand stopped stroking my cock. I had three amazing orgasms. It's funny, but the second is always better then the first.

After three hours, I relocked and have been locked since then. I check the random calendar every day, but really don't expect to get out real soon, but you never know.

I met a guy last week, and my rules allow me to take the cage off if I'm gonna have sex. Well, I wasn't attracted to him, so locked I remained.

First Random Release Date - Feb 3, 2012

2012-02-03T05:20:00.000-08:00

Today is a lucky day for me. I finally have my first of twelve random release dates of the year. Since it is the third, I will get three hours of freedom, to orgasm as many times as I can. I'm very excited, but will probably wait a few hours before I take the Birdlocked off. My cock will be so happy.

I check the calendar every day and usually resign myself to another day locked. So, tomorrow I will give you all the details of how many times I get to cum before relocking in three hours. I know the time is short, but I will give it every last stroke I can.

I am very happy.

January 31

2012-01-31T04:42:00.000-08:00

The month has come to an end and I have not cum. Yes, I have been in chastity for the entire month. Every day I pray that I will be able to unlock and release, but the random calendar has not been kind to me.

I've had my ups and downs this month, just like with my longer lockdown periods last year. It doesn't get any easier, but I know how much fun it will be when I finally unlock. I have an online friend who is going the entire year without an orgasm. I doubt I will ever be able to do that.

I will report back as soon as I hit that lucky release day.

Nothing Happening

2012-01-26T07:39:00.000-08:00

Well guys, I really don't have much to report today. Things have been slow. So I think I'll take a few days off from updating my blog until I have something interesting to report.

Still Locked

2012-01-25T11:52:00.001-08:00

Every day I look at my random calendar and hope this will be the release day. I'm afraid I'll be going over a month, for the second time, pretty soon. Luckily there has been little discomfort, and I do occasionally get a nighttime erection - much fewer then in the past.

You can be sure I will let you know when that lucky day occurs.

Missed a Day

2012-01-24T00:43:00.001-08:00

I´m referring to posting. I forgot to post yesterday. But to be honest, nothing has changed. I´m still locked and plan on being so for the near and far future. I check the random calendar every day, and still no release. So life goes on.Thanks for the kind wishes on my one year anniversary. I´m halfway to two years.

One Year Anniversary

2012-01-22T09:02:00.000-08:00

It is exactly one year since I first locked myself in my CB6000. In honor of this milestone, I have replaced the no trouble Birdlocked with bothersome CB. I'll do this for a week or until I get a freedom day, if earlier. I spent some time reviewing where I've beeb this year - self locked, locked by a keyholder, some BDSM, and more. I look forward to continuing with chastity and making new chaste friends through the year.

Voice Activation

2012-01-21T08:32:00.000-08:00

This is The firsT Time I'm using voice acTivaTion To Type my blog. You can see there are a few strange capitalization but its doing a great job. I want to thank Roland for his nice comment yesterday. Using voice activation I coUld be tied Up and locked and still be able to post to my blog. Make sure you check out My blog toMorrow since it is a very special day.

Nothing New Happening

2012-01-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

It has been a quiet week overall. I would love my random calendar to let me out. It can be days, weeks or longer. It will feel so good to get off. I do have my one day to get out, but it is too early in the year to use that. So I silently suffer and enjoy my chastity.

Ball Crushing

2012-01-19T07:23:00.001-08:00

Twice in the last week my balls partially escaped through the ring. It was not a lot of fun. Every time I moved they were crushed. I was nowhere near home and suffered for hours before I could remove the Birdlocked and reinstall. I've had the device for months. Why is this happening now? If it happens again I will probably have to put an additional zip tie around my balls - ouch. I really wish one of the random release dates comes soon. I desperately need relief.

Little to Report

2012-01-18T08:43:00.000-08:00

Things are starting to fall into a groove. I'm frustrated but happy. Yesterday was tough without porn, but its back in play today.I haven't had an attempted erection for days, I can't wait until they return. Maybe I'll be lucky tonight.Still no sign of a release date on my random calendar - maybe tomorrow.

60000 Page Views

2012-01-17T03:55:00.000-08:00

Wow, the number of page views continues to grow. It has been less then a year and I have 60000 page views. I remember when the average was less then 100 a day, now it is averaging about 300 a day.

Yesterday I published my XTube video of installing my Birdlocked. I was very surprised that there were 1400 hits on XTube. I even received a number of friends requests. I may even try another one when I take the Birdlocked off.

This morning I was going to watch some porn, but remembered that in one of my comments yesterday, I said I would go 24 hours without as an additional penalty. It is truly tougher then posting an XTube video.

So I'm sure I will remain horny all day.

Birdlocked - Installing the Chastity Device - XTube Video

2012-01-16T04:08:00.000-08:00

Below is the XTube video I posted yesterday. There have been almost 1000 hits on XTube.

You'll notice my pubic hair is just starting to grow after shaving on Jan 2.

I hope you enjoy it.

Penalty Earned

2012-01-15T09:14:00.000-08:00

Well I knew it was only a matter of time until I earned my next penalty. One of my daily tasks is to read at least 50 pages of a book. Sometimes if I fall a little short I give myself an extra day to catch up, but I fell two days behind, and thus earned a penalty.

Based on the reader's penalty survey, I am required to produce and post a video to XTube. I did this this morning after I showered. It was my day to take the Birdlocked off and clean it anyway. I filmed the re-installation of the Birdlocked. It is not a fun process to squeeze your balls through the small ring. You can see it took a few attempts before I succeeded.

XTube takes a few days to convert the video to their format. As soon as I have the link I will post it to the blog.

Two Weeks Down (50 to go)

2012-01-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

Well I made it two weeks again, and things are starting to get tough, just as I expected. The first week is easy, you can still remember and feel that last orgasm. After two weeks you are dying to get off, but you can't. And with my random calendar, I have no idea when that will be.

So I try to keep myself busy, reading, watching TV, going to the movies and anything else to keep my mind off my cock. Of course what do you think I'm doing right now? Thinking of my cock and how nice it would be to stroke it to completion. Keep thinking.

I got a very nice email from one of my readers. He's been locked since Dec 1, 2011, and his overseer lets him out once a month, but even that isn't guaranteed for the future. It's nice hearing from others in chastity.

Well let me get back to my suffering.

Quiet Day

2012-01-13T06:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was very quiet. No problems, No erection attempts, No penalty, and No orgasms.

I enjoy reading all the blogs which I have links on this page. If you're in chastity or write about chastity and want a link posted, send me a note.

Survery Results Revealed

2012-01-12T09:28:00.000-08:00

It has been an interesting week following the Penalty Survey. There were a total of 99 votes - more then any of my previous surveys. Below are the results:

1. 34 votes - Produce and post an Xtube video
2. 28 votes - Take and nude photo in a public place and post it in the blog
3. 20 votes - Apply sports cream to my balls every five minutes for half an hour
4. 10 votes - No porn for 48 hours
5. 7 votes - Attach clothespins to my nipples and balls for 30 mnutes

Thanks all of my readers for helping me determine my next penalty. I haven't earned it yet, but it is just a matter of time.

Also, I want to thank everyone for their comments on relieving my itching crotch. I don't think I'll be shaving again soon.

Some Relief

2012-01-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

NO, not the type of relief I really want. I'm trying some of your suggestions to stop the itching caused by shaving 10 days ago. I have some baby powder, and will buy the Gold Bond powder if this doesn't work. It seems I'm scratching myself more then a dog.

I routinely check my random calendar hoping for a day of freedom. But then I say to myself, if I get them too soon, I'll just be suffering more later in the year. You can't win at this game, which is what I really want, I guess.

I've linked a couple of new blogs to my site, check the list on the lower right side of the blog. If any of you would like me to link your blog, just drop me a note.

Tomorrow I reveal the winning penalty punishment. You have one more day to vote before the survey is closed.

Itching Like Crazy

2012-01-10T05:52:00.000-08:00

Its been over a week since I was directed to shave my pubes, and I thought by now the itching would go away. Wrong.......it seems to get worse every day, especially when I wake up. One solution is to shave again, but then I will be forced to suffer again. So I will take it like a man and wait it out.

I just checked the survey and there are 72 votes, with not one sure winner. So cast your vote and see how I will suffer when I earn a penalty.

Things Are Calm

2012-01-09T07:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was very peaceful. I read the paper and did excellent on the local crossword puzzle - no penalty yet. The birdlocked seems to be a part of my body now. I don't mind it during the day, while exercising or in bed. Yes I would love to take it off and cum, but not until my random calendar tells me.

It looks like I better get my video camera ready for Xtube. That option seems to hold a commanding lead in my survery. If you want to spare me, please vote for one of the other options.

Survey Votes Very Close

2012-01-08T06:18:00.000-08:00

With four more days for the survey, the results are running neck and neck, with the top three. They are to apply sports cream to my balls, take a nude photo in a public place and to create and post an xtube video. If you haven't done so, please vote on the right.

I spent yesterday exercising, reading and watching tv.........not too exciting.

I did download some porn pictures that I found on tumblr, a great blog site. Of course in the process my cock thought he would grow to show his approval. He did it quite a few times, but remained tame.

I really enjoyed reading yesterday's comment. I think it must be much easier having someone local to control and monitor your chastity. I has someone last year, but this year I'm on my own........enjoying and hating it.

One Week Down, 51 To Go

2012-01-06T05:25:00.000-08:00

Well I've completed my first week locked in chastity for 2012. It's been pretty easy so far both physically and mentally. Yesterday I did have my first twinge of frustration, but nothing serious. It lasted a few minutes and was gone. The frustration usually peaks at around two weeks, so I have another week to go. Then the fun will begin.

I had another amazingly strong erection attempt during the night. They seem to get better and better. I know some guys who have had orgasms while locked, but I'm not so lucky. So I will just wait until the random calendar gives me one of my 12 days of freedom.

If you haven't done so, please respond to my penalty survey on the right. So far there are only 35 votes.

Survey Update

2012-01-06T05:17:00.000-08:00

There has been a lot of interest in my survey - much more then previous ones.

So far the top two are to take a nude picture in a public place or to post a video on xtube.

Please take a minute and cast your vote to the right. This is to determine my next penalty when I earn one.

I plan on keeping the survey open for a week.

This morning I had the most amazing erection attempt. It was powerful and went on for almost 30 minutes. I think it would have gone on longer if I didn't get up and pee. I was thinking about this guy I met online last night and hope to meet in person in February. That's a long way off, but you never can tell.

Fridays are usually my busiest days for completing projects and tasks. But I really don't want another penalty so soon, so I will get busy now.

No Porn Penalty Sucks

2012-01-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's penalty day was unbearable. I was constantly thinking of watching, surfing or reading porn. But I accepted my penalty and kept myself busy cleaning my condo.

If I have my way, it will be a long, long, long time before I earn another porn banning penalty.

I received some other penalty suggestions that I might consider for my next penalty day. They include taking a nude photo in a public place, producing and posting an xtube video, attaching clothespins to my nipples and balls and applying Ben Gay to my balls.

I decided I would let my readers vote on my next penalty. You should see the survey on the right. Please take a minute and vote.

I don't know when I'll earn the penalty, but I know I will.

Reflections

2012-01-03T13:30:00.000-08:00

I'm really surprised that my current lockup has been so easy and comfortable. I love the Birdlocked, and have had no problems since I bought it last fall. I doubt I've accepted my fate for the year yet, I just think it is too close to my last orgasm to actually miss them. I expect that to kick in after about a week of being locked. Last night I did have one mishap. One of my balls backed out of the ring. Maybe it was so cold last night they just shrunk. I quickly remedied the problem and feel securely locked again.

Yesterday I was on the couch reading and all of a sudden I felt those wonderful twinges in my cock. I put the book down and enjoyed the sensation for about 15 minutes. I have no idea what caused it, since the book had absolutely no sex and wasn't even gay.

The mention of penalties really got me motivated yesterday. I completed all my open tasks. I really liked the suggestions that Locked N Denied gave me on additional penalty options. Please let me know if you have any more.

But I must admit that at least two of the tasks/projects were late. So I am imposing my first penalty day. There will be no porn for the next 24 hours.

I probably watched at least 10 hours yesterday, so I definitely need the break. I attached my laptop to my plasma TV and watched it almost life size.

Record Day - Penalties in 2012

2012-01-03T05:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a record day for new viewers and page views. I had 192 new viewers, and 682 page views, over 200 more then my previous high. Thanks to all my readers and followers.

I need to reestablish penalties for 2012. Last year it was very easy, I usually just added a day to my current lockup for a penalty. But in 2012 I will be locked most of the year, so I need to come up with a new penalty scheme.

How do I earn penalties? Basically, when I don't complete a daily, weekly, or monthly chore on time. Some examples include making my bed by 10am, exercising at least 5 times a week, filing, reading at least 50 pages of my book a day or completing the local Sunday crossword puzzle with fewer then 25 incorrect squares. There are others and some special projects on my project list that have set deadlines. When I miss the deadline, even by one minute, I earn a penalty.

I would like your input before finalizing the penalty scheme. My thought was to add 24 hours of no porn for each infraction. In case you don't know it, I'm addicted to porn - whether its a DVD or online. But if you have any other suggestions, I will gladly consider them. Just leave a comment or email to goodguy321123@gmail.com.

My first 24 hours after shaving my pubes have been very interesting. At least twice I attempted to get hard by just rubbing the silken skin. I don't remember it ever being this soft. I'm sure the stubble will start soon, and the unbearable itching that accompanies the growth. But I'm glad I shaved and I might just add it to my annual New Year's resolutions.

I'm still working on the sidebar for the 2012 chastity statistics. I guess I will set a deadline of Thursday by 4pm. That usually works.

Master Chirenon's Directive

2012-01-02T05:11:00.000-08:00

Last night at 2am I was awake and started reading the comments on my blog. If you recall, for a while I was considering abandoning chastity and my blog, but I was encouraged to continue by some of my followers. In the end, it was my own decision to continue with chastity.

The most recent comment was from Master Chirenon (see the Jan 1 post). I have been following his blog - Male Protection - for almost a year. After reading his directive, I had an instant erection, well an attempt that is. I've never had a master and wasn't sure if I would comply.

This morning when I woke up the directive was the first thing on my mind and my cock acted accordingly. I actually had two erection attempts while contemplating my response.

I spent some more time reading Master Chirenon's blog. I'm not sure how my situation fits in with his subjects, but it felt right to follow his directive.

As instructed, I took pictures as I shaved myself this morning.

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T08:39:00.000-08:00

Well the day has come and as promised, I am locked. I got home from my night away, showered and put on my trusty Birdlocked. It took a while getting my balls through the ring, but once in, the rest was easy.

So now I am locked for who knows how long until my first release date. I will check my calendar every day to see when I can get off. I can't believe I will only be free 12 days during the year, and I don't even know when.

I want to thank all my followers who have posted their words of encouragement - well for my suffering that is. I look forward to the challenge and I'm sure I will have many trying and frustrating moments.

Tomorrow I will add a sidebar with my 2012 statistics.

Last Day of Freedom

2011-12-31T05:28:00.000-08:00

Well it is New Year's Eve and my last day of freedom.

I had three or four orgasms yesterday and one final one this morning. I'm leaving town for the night so will probably not have another chance - traveling with a friend. I return tomorrow and will be in my Birdlocked as soon as I get home.

Then I start my 2012 Chastity. See my 2012 New Year's resolution posting below.

I'm glad my readers and followers are back and encouraging me on.

3...2...1

2011-12-30T07:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my first day of freedom until 2012. See my New Year's resolutions below for a look at my life of chastity in 2012.

I had two orgasms yesterday and one today. I wonder how many more I'll get in before the lock is secure.

New Year's Resolution 2012

2011-12-28T07:11:00.000-08:00

I still can't believe I'm going to attempt to remain chaste most of 2012. Here's my New Year's Resolution.

1. I will be allowed 12 days of freedom in 2012. These days have been randomly generated and I have no idea when they will occur. When one of the random days is reached, my calendar will indicate that I will be free. I will be free for the number of hours corresponding to the day. For example, if I'm free on March 9, I get nine hours of freedom, if I'm free on November 27, I get 27 hours of freedom........

2. I will go for 100 consecutive days of chastity. This will break my two month record by more than a month. If I am entitled to a freedom day from the random calendar, I will save it until the end of the 100 days. So, if I get three random freedom days during the 100 days of chastity, I can remain free for three days before relocking. The number of hours of the third day, in this instance, will be based on the third random day.

3. I will get one additional day of freedom (except during the 100 days of chastity) since I completed a Sunday NY Times crossword puzzle with no errors. This is only the second time I've done this in almost 10 years. So if I do it again next year, I'll get another day - but this is highly unlikely. Last Sunday I was real close with only four wrong letters.

4. My friend bb55ct can give me one day of freedom (except during the 100 days of chastity). He has been a avid follower during the year and I always enjoy reading his comments on this blog.

5. I will remain locked in my Birdlocked during most of the year, but when I'm traveling with someone or can't be locked for another reason, I can take the cage off, but cannot touch myself or have an orgasm.

6. Since I'm a sex starved male, I will also be allowed to unlock and have orgasms if I'm lucky enough to find a sex partner. Based on my past experience, these days will be few and far between, but you never can tell when I will get lucky. Of course this isn't allowed during the 100 days of chastity.

So there are my resolutions. If any of you have comments or suggestions, let me know, since I can always make modification.

I will keep a running total of my days of chastity as well as the number of orgasms I have during the year.

By the way - I get to unlock today after only three days of chastity. I have the next three days to get off as much as I can, since I won't have the opportunity starting on Sunday.

An Active Night and Morning

2011-12-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

Before I comment on last night I wanted to state that yesterday I had a record number of page views. There were 480 hits. Thanks for reading.

Wow was last night fun. I'm still getting used to the feeling of being in the Birdlocked. I know after a while I won't notice it anymore, but at this time I'm aware of it all the time.

About 3am I woke up for my normal pee break. When I got back in bed I started to feel those amazing twinges which means my cock was trying to expand. I just lay there and enjoyed the sensation. I wish there was a better way to describe the feeling, but all I can say is that I didn't want it to cease. Its not really orgasmic, but close. After about 15 minutes it subsided.

Then at 5am I woke again and started reading some authoritarian gay porn, and again my cock reacted favorably. It pushed at the cage for about 20 minutes while I read. I must admit, it was one of the hottest stories I've read in a while. A guy drugs a young marine, takes him to a cabin and ties him up while he is unconscious, and then has wild sex with him when he awakes. I wish someone would do that to me.

I slept late but was rewarded with another hardon attempt in the morning.

My plans for 2012 are almost finalized and I will publish them tomorrow. I look forward to your comments and a wonderful year of chastity.

One Day At a Time

2011-12-27T04:49:00.000-08:00

I feel like an alcoholic who got back on the wagon. I went a month without chastity and now I'm starting again. Day one is usually pretty easy, its when I get to day seven that things get tough. But this is only going to be a three day lockup. I'm giving myself a few days freedom before my New Year's resolution kicks in on January 1, 2012.

I watched some porn yesterday after locking myself up. It felt great when my cock twitched and could not get fully erect. I was hoping for one of the nocturnal erections last night or this morning but it just remained flaccid.

I actually enjoy the sensation of the Birdlocked surrounding my cock. I know it is there, but it doesn't restrict me in any way - except to prevent what I want to prevent.

So I am preparing for my 2012 journey.

Back in the Game

2011-12-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

Well it has been a while since I've posted, and even longer since I've been locked.

I've been reflecting on whether or not to continue with chastity in 2012.

I asked my readers and followers for their comments and ideas. I thank each of you for your input.

But it really comes down to what I want to do for myself. And I've decided to give it another try.

The past few weeks I've really enjoyed jerking off whenever I wanted to. Sometimes it was great other times just so-so. And then I reflected on how my orgasms felt after a lockup which was so much more exciting. Yes, I want that feeling again.

So this morning just as I was going to watch some porn and get off, I decided to lock up again. I took a shower and got the Birdlocked out if its case. I guess its just like riding a bike, since I got it on in record time. It feels very restrictive, but in a good way. I can't wait for my first caged erection attempt.

I'm still finalizing my plans for 2012, which will be very restrictive. I'm not sure I can achieve my goals, but I will give it my best.

I will be posting my New Year's resolution of chastity in a few days and then the games will begin.

Back from Break

2011-12-14T10:04:00.000-08:00

I took a 10 day break from chastity and my blog. I'm not sure if I want to continue. So I will ask my readers and followers to respond if they want me to continue my chastity adventure into 2012. Depending on the number of responses (comments or emails) I will decide if I will continue or not.

I do appreciate the support my regulars have given me in 2011.

Total Frustration

2011-12-05T08:25:00.001-08:00

It usually happens after I've been locked for a week or so. And it is no surprise that I am going off the wall. All I think about is stroking my cock and having an amazing orgasm. Unfortunately the CB6000 prohibits this.

The CB is also driving me insane. I can't believe that earlier this year I wore it for thirty days straight. Yesterday was extremely uncomfortable. I felt the CB constantly. Whether inside my jeans or naked in bed, it constantly bothered me. I'm thankful I only have two more days before I can return to the flexible Birdlocked.

I'll then at least be comfortable while I suffer. I'm aiming to Christmas before I release. I've been tough on myself, but I'm preparing for a very very tough 2012. I will severely be limiting my orgasms. So, these four weeks is just a taste of what to expect.

If any of you have any suggestions for 2012, please let me know. I have some great ideas, but am always open to something else.

So I remain frustrated, with no relief in sight. For those of you not locked, have an orgasm for me. You can even let me know.

Fun Morning

2011-12-04T06:48:00.001-08:00

Well without the cage it would have been amazing fun, but I enjoyed myself anyway.

I can't say I'm getting used to the CB6000, I'm just learning to live with it. This morning I had my second erectionless morning. So I lay in bed thinking of nothing and all of a sudden I felt this wonderful twinge in my cock. I know they sometimes don't amount to anything, but I continued to lay there waiting. After about five minutes the twinges became regular and I knew my cock was about to arise. It lasted for about 15 minutes, and it felt so good. The only thing better would have been actually stroking my cock and getting off, but with the CB, that wasn't going to happen.

Then I started reading some porn. This one story really turned me on and my cock also reacted. WOW, two hardons in one morning. I continued reading and after a while started pulling the CB up and down on my cock. Once I got really close to orgasm, and I was hoping to do that again. The story got better and my pushing and pulling on the CB got more intense. But it was fruitless.....nothing more then a hardon.

I finished the story and felt my cock shrink to its normal size. I better get used to this, since there will be no release before Christmas.

So I got up, showered and reoiled my cock. I'm ready for another frustrating day.

WHY?

2011-12-03T07:57:00.001-08:00

I keep asking myself why I'm self-imposing chastity. I really enjoy getting off and having orgasms, but at the same time I truly love the denial. For a day or two I enjoy the freedom from my cage, but I usually can't wait to relock.

Today I'm in my third day wearing the dreaded CB6000. Yes I hate it, but I love it. I am constantly reminded that my cock is enslaved. I feel it 24/7, not always bad but definitely not good.

I've decided that I'll remain locked until Christmas, which will end up being my second longest lockup. That is over three weeks to go.

And this leads me to ask the question again. Why am I self-imposing chastity?

The Spell is Broken

2011-12-02T05:54:00.001-08:00

After a long week, I finally had a nighttime erection. At 2:00am I woke to a wonderful feeling in my loins. Yes, my cock was trying to expand. It felt amazing. I just lay there and enjoyed the feeling every time my cock twitched and tried to get larger. Of course, in the CB6000 this is impossible. But at least the spell is broken and my cock is working again.

I'll probably stay in the CB for another five days, long enough to be uncomfortable.

I really hope the person who recommended the random number generation to determine my days of freedom next year would contact me. I have a proposal for him. You can reach me at goodguy321123@gmail.com.

So today I will again feel the hard plastic surrounding my cock, so much fun...............

CB6000 Back On

2011-12-01T07:57:00.001-08:00

While I didn't get the five requests I was looking for, the first two were very compelling. So yesterday after I showered, I replaced the Birdlocked with the CB6000. It felt very strange. I wasn't used to the solid plastic. It didn't hurt, but it was definitely more restrictive. So for the next week or so, I'm back in my original cage.

It has been six days since my last orgasm and I still haven't really had an erection. I watched the hottest video I've seen in years, I can't tell you how hot the two guys were, and they did everything I love. I felt a couple of twinges, but nothing more. Maybe my cock is on strike. Well I enjoyed the video despite not being able to get hard.

I have one month to plan for my 2012 Chastity. I have some interesting and very challenging goals in mind. I just have to decide to commit. It will be a very long and chaste year. If you have any suggestions, let me know. Otherwise I will continue to work on my plan and publish it after Christmas.

After watching that video, I would love to be sucking on a nice thick cock right now...............

All Clear at Doctor's

2011-11-29T13:57:00.001-08:00

Well despite my cold, I passed my annual physical. After I got home, I re-installed my Birdlocked. After numerous attempts I finally was able to upload a video of the installation process. Forgive the extra hand lotion on my body, you just need lots of lotion to get the contraption on.

It has been five days since I've had an erection. I don't know what the problem is. I watched this really hot video today, with two of the cutest guys ever, and nothing. Oh well, this has happened before and it will eventually pass, I hope.

I've had two requests to put the CB6000 back on. Who knows, maybe I'll get those annoying erections with the CB. So if you want me to suffer with the CB, post a comment on the blog. I'll let you know in a few days how many requests I have.

I just added my 102 country - Mauritius, an island nation off the southeast coast of Africa.

Sick

2011-11-29T04:34:00.001-08:00

For the past few days I've been fighting off a cold and fever, so chastity hasn't been a major concern. I wear the cage, but am more concerned with my other symptoms. I am seeing my doctor today, so I get a few hour reprieve from the Birdlocked. I wonder what it would be like if I wore it and he tried to examine my balls? Maybe another time. He is gay and he's probably seen or worn one.

Since relocking, I still haven't had an erection. I've gone over a week before and they somehow manage to return.

I was thinking of trying my CB6000 again, but then I think of how comfortable the Birdlocked is, and I decide against the CB. What do you think? If I get five requests for the CB, I'll use it for a week - Torture.

So, I'm clean and fresh and ready for my doctor to give me a nice prostrate exam...............

Back to Normal

2011-11-28T06:57:00.001-08:00

By "Back to Normal" I mean being locked. My package feels much bulkier then I remember, but I'm sure in a few days I'll hardly notice.

I've tried to get an erection, but have failed in any way I try including watching very erotic porn. Usually I would wake up with a nocturnal hardon attempt, but nothing so far. So I will patiently wait for something to stir.

Maybe the problem is that I'm fighting a horrible head cold. Unfortunately I think I got it during my last trip out of the country. The person sitting next to me was coughing up a storm. After fighting it for a week, it finally took over.

Tomorrow I have my annual physical, so I'll be sans cage for an hour or so. Believe me, nothing will happen.

Back in the Cage

2011-11-27T05:31:00.001-08:00

First I must apologize for not updating my blog on a daily basis, which I know you are used to. I've been away, unlocked and have not had internet access. But I'm home now, so the daily updates will resume.

This is the first time I'm back in my Birdlocked following my two month period of chastity. It feels strange but familiar. I was on vacation for two weeks then went away for the Thanksgiving holiday. But within 15 minutes of getting home, I locked myself. Here are a few pictures of getting locked. The first step it to place your balls through the ring.

Balls First

After this you push your cock through. The first time I did this it took at least 10 minutes to complete the installation, but this time it took a minute or two.

Cock Next

And finally you secure the bottom tab and wrap a zip tie around. I use the zip tie instead of a lock since it doesn't protrude as much as the lock.

All Secure

I don't know how long I will remain locked. I'm leaving again on December 5, so I doubt I will be free before that. I may stay locked during this next trip to Europe.

During the past few weeks, I enjoyed my freedom and jerked off many times. Yesterday was a very frustrating attempt. I was watching some short porn videos, got hard but nothing was happening. Then I got soft. No matter what I did, I could not get hard. I knew I would be locked today, so I really wanted to get off. Finally, while soft, I managed to go over the edge. It wasn't a great orgasm, but at least I got off.

November 19

2011-11-19T06:40:00.001-08:00

Traveling in rural regions with no internet. I'm starting to miss my chastity and being locked. It will resume in a week or so. Until then, when I'm not exhausted I have a nice jo session.

November 13

2011-11-13T18:11:00.001-08:00

I'm still traveling and won't be home for a while. I am so tired I can't even think of chastity. I haven't had a moment to stroke my cock. Maybe in a few days. I did have a run of about seven dsys where I got off multiple times. I hope I get a chance soon before the Birdlocked reacquires me.

November 10 - Traveling

2011-11-10T03:43:00.001-08:00

I'm on vacation and enjoying my freedom. I'm limited to XTube and reading stories on Nifty.org to get off. Today I chuckled while reading a story about a guy in a CB3000. I just got off watching a short video clip of a guy sucking off two others.I've been getting off once or twice a day. I had the chance to hook up but opted for my hand. My emails from this guy just didn't feel right.I'll be traveling the next ten days so updates may be eratic. I love being out of my Birdlocked, but you know it will return as soon as I return home.

Two Days of Relaxation

2011-11-06T13:20:00.000-08:00

I spent the last two days relaxing at the beach. I didn't think about chastity or even playing with my cock. I guess I'm still amazed that I went two months without a release. I can still remember the frustration I had many times.

I submit another posting tomorrow before I leave for a 2 1/2 week vacation.

Freedom Continues

2011-11-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

I've now been unlocked for two days and am enjoying my freedom and my cock.

This morning I woke up with a raging hardon. It felt twice my normal size. And it remained hard for almost 20 minutes. I didn't play with it, just relished the good feeling. After it subsided, I put on some porn and got off to a pre-condom video. The old videos have some of the hottest men.

I'll be gone for the next few days so I probably won't post until Monday.

Freedom

2011-11-03T11:39:00.000-07:00

Well I thought I would want to jerk off at least 10 times during my first day of freedom, but in fact I only did it three times. They were all extremely enjoyable, especially the second and third.

I will remain unlocked for at least three weeks. I'm going on vacation next week and will be gone for over two weeks. I will continue to enjoy my uncaged cock.

I now have been hit in 101 countries, with Cape Verde being the most recent.

Thanks to my readers who have supported me the past two months. I don't think I would have done it without you.

Unlocked - After 2 months

2011-11-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hurrah, I made it. At 5 minutes past midnight I unlocked myself. Needless to say I didn't wait to get off.

Yesterday I mentioned my first choice was to have a bj. And wasn't I lucky to be sleeping next to this hot young man who did exactly what I needed. It felt awesome having his hot mouth swallow my now enlarged cock. It took about three minutes, more then I thought.

So for the next few weeks I will remain unlocked and enjoy getting off as much as I want.

Next lockup - Unknown at this time.

Chastity - Day 60 - One Day to Go

2011-11-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 60
Days until release - 1
Days since last hardon - 3

Happy Belated Halloween

I am so excited. I have less then 24 hours until release. Now the question is, how will I have my first orgasm?

My first choice is a nice bj. There is a chance that may happen, but I won't know until later today, so I guess my readers will have to wait until I report in tomorrow.

My second choice will probably be the estim machine at a low level. I've never had an orgasm from the estim machine, but I'm hoping it will work after a two month hiatus.

Third will be watching porn and stroking. I don't know whether to do it quickly or savor the feeling.

So the countdown is in hours and not days anymore. These two months have been a struggle, but the end is in site.

Until tomorrow.........the clock is ticking...........

Chastity - Day 59

2011-10-31T06:37:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 59
Days until release - 2
Days since last hardon - 2

WOW - Only 2 days to go.

I panicked almost all of yesterday. The damn Sunday crossword puzzle was giving me major problems. There were too many clues I had no idea what the answer was. At least I got the theme and it helped solve some of the longer answers. I started the puzzle at around noon and didn't complete it until 4:00 pm. I knew I had lots of errors, but I didn't want to suffer any longer so I checked the solution. It was almost a miracle that I only had 20 wrong letters, which barely qualified me to avoid another penalty day.

To be honest, I'm not sure what I would have done if I got another penalty day. I would have complained a lot, but in the end would have paid the price. I'm just glad there are very few projects due in the next two days for me to earn additional locked time. The sentence is almost over. I hope I remember what to do.

59, 58....44....31....27....14...10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2................

Chastity - Day 58

2011-10-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 58
Days until release - 3
Days since last hardon - 1

For the past week I have noticed that I am unable to get an erection when watching porn. I feel turned on, but that one part of me isn't enjoying it anymore. I hope it isn't permanent and that after I get out in a few days it remembers what porn is for.

I made a minor adjustment to the Birdcaged. Below is the current picture and a previous one. The current picture has the original band (with the locking hole) removed and replaced by a zip tie. It doesn't protrude as much as the original band.

Birdlocked without locking hole

Original design

So, I have three days left. My only penalty fear is today's crossword puzzle, but I will be persistent and finish most of it. Who knows, I may even complete it 100% and get out a day early.

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3.................

Chastity - Day 57

2011-10-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 57
Days until release - 4
Days since last hardon - 0

Wow, four days to go. I can't wait. I'm just thinking about how I will get off the first time. I would really like to get a bj, but need to find someone to do it. If not, there is always the estim at a low level, or if all else fails, my hand.

I guess I'm amazed I've stayed locked and chaste this long. When I first started I thought a week was the longest I would ever go. Now I'm close to my record of two months. In the back of my mind a little voice is telling me to go longer, but I think I'll stop at two months this time. I need a benchmark to exceed sometime next year. I guess now I'm at the point where I add weeks and months instead of days.

As usual, I thank my readers and followers for their support and comments.

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4........................

Chastity - Day 56

2011-10-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 56
Days until release - 5
Days since last hardon - 1

This is truly torture. Since I got home yesterday all I can think about is getting off.

But it is another Friday, and I have lots of projects due today. So I better take my mind off my cock and onto my work. Because if I don't finish everything there will be additional penalty days, which I don't think I can take.

All I want to do is go to bed tonight and wake up next Wednesday.

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5............

Chastity - Day 55

2011-10-27T13:09:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 55
Days until release - 6
Days since last hardon - 0

Last night was a real challenge. Luckily my friend slept in the other room and never saw my Birdlocked.

I did not get a good night's sleep, however. I kept waking up to pee, and finally I had a nice nocturnal erection - its been four days since my last.

All my tasks are done, and I hope I make it the next six days without a penalty. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6.............

40,000 Page Views

2011-10-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 54
Days until release - 7
Days since last hardon - 4

Another record, along with the days of chastity. I just exceeded 40,000 page views. I hope my readers and followers are enjoying my sexually deprived adventure.

Today I have a dilemma. I'm going away for the night with a friend. He has no idea I'm in chastity. Do I take the cage off for the night or take the risk. If I had time, I would ask my readers for their opinion in a survey. Since I don't have the time, I will assume that the majority would vote that I go caged. I've done enough surveys to know how the readers will respond.

So, off I go for the night in my cage.

The countdown of days until release is approaching blastoff. Ten, nine, eight, seven..........................

Chastity - Day 53

2011-10-25T04:27:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 53
Days until release - 8
Days since last hardon - 3

Well the numbers keep changing every day. Some up, some down. Its the last two that are the most frustrating for me. The days until release seems to go slower and slower every day. I know it is only a little over a week, but it seems an eternity.

And then there are the days since my last hardon. I must be in another dry spell. This is probably the only sexual enjoyment I get while being locked (excluding my hot sex session last week). The erection attempts are so pleasurable, and now I haven't had one for three days.

I'll probably look back at this and laugh, but for now it is pure hell. I'm glad I have great will power, otherwise I would take the Birdlocked off in a heartbeat. So I continue my journey into chastity.................

Chastity - Day 52

2011-10-24T04:49:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 52
Days until release - 9
Days since last hardon - 2

I'm very happy to report that I did really well on yesterday's crossword puzzle. I had only 4 incorrect letters. Much better then the 30 or so I missed last week. I think I'll add another way to reduce the number of locked days. If I get the puzzle 100% correct, I earn a reward day. Still, it is much easier to earn the penalty then the reward.

I can't believe I finally made it to single digits on the remaining number of days. Before I know it it will be less then a week.

I chatted with a few buddies online and they continue to encourage me. I know 9 days isn't long, but added to the 52 I've already served, it is an eternity.

Chastity - Day 51

2011-10-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 51
Days until release - 10
Days since last hardon - 1

I finally earned a bonus day instead of a penalty. Last week I exercised seven days, so I get to reduce my lockup by one day. It is so much easier to earn a penalty then earn a bonus day. I just hope I don't lose it by not doing well on today's crossword puzzle.

This morning was the first morning I woke up with a slight pain on my cock. I looked and saw that the skin had expanded out one of the vent holes. After rearranging my equipment all was fine. I don't remember getting hard.

The frustration continues to mount, as the number of remaining locked days steadily decreases. I get so close to unlocking, but come to my senses. This has been an amazing experience. I still find it hard to believe that I've gone 51 days without an orgasm. I wonder if I have a limit - Am I starting to think of a longer lockup?

Well, let me get to my crossword and hope I don't have to report a penalty day in tomorrow's update.

Chastity - 50 Days

2011-10-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 50
Days until release - 12
Days since last hardon - 0

Another milestone - 50 days of chastity. I just wish the last 12 would zip by, but I'm afraid I will continue to suffer with frustration.

There really isn't much to report on during the last 24 hours, so I will keep today's posting brief.

The weather is fantastic, so I will be enjoying the outdoors this weekend.

Chastity - Day 49

2011-10-21T05:00:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 49
Days until release - 13
Days since last hardon - 2

I've now been chaste for 7 weeks. But I'm beginning to feel the end is near as the days to release continue to drop.

Yesterday I made a bet with one of my chastity buddies. Check out his blog - Well - http://bb55ct.blogspot.com/. He recently posted a survey on whether or not he should watch porn after he unlocks. If the majority of votes is to watch porn I lose and I will have to use my estim machine at a higher level then my last punishment. However, if I win, and the majority vote to not allow him to watch porn when he unlocks, then he will remain locked another week. He is already going for his longest lockup of one month. So take a minute and open his blog and vote.

I'm still coming down from the high of my recent sexual encounter. My readers were surprised that I didn't take my Birdlocked off and get off.

Today is Friday, my most difficult day for completing tasks. But I am motivated to not add any penalty time, so I will get everything done.

Chastity - Day 48

2011-10-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 48
Days until release - 14
Days since last hardon - 1

TWO WEEKS TO GO

Last night was an amazing experience. I had chatted with a guy on Silverdaddies. We chatted online for a few days and then on the phone. He sounded very interesting - and from the picture he sent me, had one of the biggest cocks I've ever seen. So he came to visit me last night.

He's 24 years old, in graduate school and is the first black man I've had sex with. For the first hour we just talked, getting to know each other. Then after some kissing, I took him to my bedroom. I got my first look at his massive black cock. I didn't know if I wanted to suck it, stroke it or have him shove it up my ass. Within an hour I had done all three. I don't think I've had that big and thick a cock in me for a long, long time.

He told me he could fuck forever - and now I believe it. He was probably at it for 20-30 minutes (countless positions) before I begged him to cum. He withdrew, took off the Magnum condom and shot all over my back.

We took our first break, sitting outside - naked - enjoying the cool weather. But I wanted more, so back we went for round two and three. They were as exciting as the first.

We then fell asleep and cuddled all night long. In the morning he said he was thinking of fucking me during the night. I asked, "Why not?" He was hard as a rock when I felt him, and he says he is always like that in the morning until he pees. The joys of youth. Well I sure wasn't going to waste his erection, so I took it in my mouth for a while and then on went another Magnum for his fourth ride.

When we were done, again, he started playing with my caged cock. He said he really wanted to suck me off. He knew about my chastity before we met, and said he would not want me to break my 48 day of chastity, with only two weeks to go. I almost took it off, but stayed locked.

I think he wanted to stay the entire day and night, but I wasn't sure my ass could take any more. I'm sitting by the computer with a very sore (good) ass.

Chastity - Day 47

2011-10-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 47
Days until release - 15
Days since last hardon - 0

Yesterday was slightly better. I wasn't horny 24/7. But watching porn does upset the cart. So I will go back to limiting porn to one hour a day. I really want to make this two month lockup with no additional problems or penalty time.

I'm amazed that I have had great luck keeping the Birdlocked so clean for two weeks straight. The CB6000 was much harder to clean on the inside. With the Birdlocked I can reach all the nooks and crannies with the tip of my finger.

Tonight I'm supposed to meet a guy for sex. I told him I was locked and he didn't think that would be a problem. He's a total top, and from what I hear, a big one at that. But we all know that 50% of the time these meets never happen. You will know if anything happens in tomorrow's post.

Last night I had a lot of trouble sleeping. Maybe in anticipation of tonight's events. Well at 3:00 am I started reading some porn on my tablet. It was so erotic that I cock was pushing the Birdlocked to its limit. Again, it felt great, not too much pressure. The only think I missed was an orgasm, which is still over two weeks away.

So my readers and followers, I hope I have an exciting story for you tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Chastity - Day 46

2011-10-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 46
Days until release - 16
Days since last hardon - 0

I've decided not to let my chastity get the better of me. The last two days have been extremely frustrating. All I think about is sex and orgasms. It might be the porn I'm watching, but I've been thinking about it 24/7. So its time to think other pleasant thoughts.

I still get hardons every morning, rarely in the middle of the night anymore. But they are more like softons. I never get really hard, and the twinges are very erotic and enjoyable. So I only have 16 days to go, and I'm gonna make it.

I continue to thank my followers and readers for their support.

Chastity - Day 45

2011-10-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 45
Days until release - 17
Days since last hardon - 0

Yesterday started off really bad. As usual Sunday is my crossword puzzle day. I really screwed it up, and as such have earned yet another penalty day. I don't know how I'm going to make it 17 more days.

In the afternoon I was watching a really hot SM video from BoundGods.com. A white guy was being tortured by a black guy. While the white guy was sucking the black guy I started playing with my cock, and this is the first time I almost had an orgasm. I stopped before I went over the edge, because my punishment would probably have been another month of being locked. A few seconds of enjoyment isn't worth the lengthy punishment. So I had to stop watching the video.

I did eventually see the entire video, one of the hottest I've seen online. My urges continue to grow. All I think about is sex. But with the encouragement I get from all my readers, I will do my best to make it.

100 Countries

2011-10-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 44
Days until release - 17
Days since last hardon - 0

Yesterday my site was viewed by 100 countries. The last one was Namibia, in southwestern Africa.

I'm beginning to think I will not make it another 17 days. Yesterday I wanted to rip the Birdlocked off. As a matter of fact, I tried to rip it off. Luckily I was not successful, since it would have meant an automatic week penalty. Below are pictures of my attempt. You can see that my balls prevented the cage from coming off.

The horniness is driving me crazy. I just want to have an orgasm. I am constantly thinking about release.

I was finally able to get a picture of one of my erections. It really doesn't show that much, since the cage prevents me from expanding to my normal (who knows what normal is anymore?) 7 inches.

You can see that the cage does move out from my crotch by about an inch when I get hard.

I really hope I survive the next few weeks.

Chastity - Day 43

2011-10-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 43
Days until release - 18
Days since last hardon - 0

This morning I had my usual erection attempt. It felt really good. So I thought I would take a picture to show you how I fill the Birdlocked. But it wasn't really a full erection. Maybe that's why it feels so good. I was definitely firm, but not hard.

There are other times where I have been much harder - sometimes while watching some hot porn. All I pray for now is that in 18 days, or whenever I get out, that I can get as hard and long as usual. I haven't heard of anyone losing this ability, even after long lockups.

18 days and counting............

Chastity - Day 42

2011-10-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 42
Days until release - 19
Days since last hardon - 0

Today is kind of a milestone. When I had my lockup survey, it resulted in a 42 day lockup. So if I hadn't earned 19 penalty day, I would be stroking my cock right now. But, as it is, I am still locked in my Birdlocked.

A friend asked me to post a picture of an erection in the Birdlocked. I will try to comply when I can. I had an erection in the middle of the night and the camera wasn't close. In the morning I watched some porn, but my cock remained soft. Hopefully I'll get another chance soon.

So instead I took a picture of my Birdlocked under my cycling shorts. It doesn't show as much when I'm seated, but the bulge is very noticeable when I'm off the bike. I haven't noticed many stares yet.

Chastity - Day 41

2011-10-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 41
Days until release - 20
Days since last hardon - 0

Well some good news today, well yesterday actually. The penalty day I added yesterday was in error. I was not late on the project as I originally thought, so I only have 20 days to go. That is, of course, with no more penalties. LOL

This morning I was thinking of the first day that I got my CB6000 in January. My first lockup was 2 days and I thought that was an accomplishment. Then I went 4 days and finally a week. I never would have imagined I would be locked up for two months, and I expect I'll attempt even longer lockups in the future.

I think I figured out why I like getting erections in the Birdlocked. I get to actually feel that I have a cock. Yesterday I talked about the feeling of being without a cock while I wear the Birdlocked. I can't state enough how comfortable the Birdlocked is.

Chastity - Day 40

2011-10-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 40
Days until release - 22
Days since last hardon - 0

It is always nice when the tens digit changes on my days of chastity. I'm now at 40 days, 10 more then my previous record.

Last night and this morning I had two very enjoyable erections. For some reason they don't seem as forceful as they were in the CB6000. Maybe it's the silicone. Speaking of silicone, yesterday I had the distinct feeling that my cock was no longer part of my body. It was just an inert piece of silicone. I guess since I fill most of the cage, my cock actually becomes part of the cage. Just an impression.

I almost completed today's task yesterday, but still have an hour or so to do. I was thinking that I should get rewarded for finishing tasks early. I'll start with an extra hour of porn since I don't think the reward should reduce my release date. I set reasonable, but strict deadlines, so I doubt I'll get many rewards. I just want to avoid penalties.

Hope all my friends, readers and followers are enjoying my journey into chastity, and my record breaking streak. I'm still amazed I've been able to go this far. I wonder what my limit really is?

Chastity - Day 39

2011-10-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 39
Days until release - 23
Days since last hardon - 1

Will I ever see freedom? I earned another penalty day yesterday by not completing a task. I still have to complete it or I will earn yet more. I really want to see the release number start to drop.

Again my schedule is busy for this week. If I can just stay focused and get my work done, I'll be able to get out of the Birdlocked in a few weeks.

For the past few weeks I have limited downloading porn from the internet to one hour a day. The past two mornings I've also watched some videos. I did it to see if my cock still reacts to the guys on the screen. I was afraid that by being locked up for so long, I wouldn't react. I'm pleased to say that my cock still knows a good hot scene when he sees it. It worked, I got hard but definitely not as long as I could if I weren't in the cage.

Well I better start moving and get everything done today.

Chastity - Day 38

2011-10-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 38
Days until release - 23
Days since last hardon - 0

Another day, another..........., as the saying goes. I continue to be horny and frustrated. All I can do is keep busy to help the day go by.

I paint, I read, I clean and I do crossword puzzles. I'm amazed at how difficult the local Sunday puzzle has been the past three weeks. I can usually knock them out in under an hour. The last two weeks I barely completed them. Three weeks ago I did so terrible I earned a penalty day. I really do not want any more penalties, but seeing I still have 23 days to go, that seems unlikely.

I did complete another painting, on schedule. Here a look at it.

Upward Glance

Current Chastity - 37 Days

2011-10-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 37
Days until release - 24
Days since last hardon - 1

The frustration of being locked really peaked yesterday. I told an online friend I would do anything to get a blow job, and I think I really meant it. I also chatted with two guys into really long term lockups. One was reaching day 100 and the other was locked for 8 months now. I can't imagine that long a lockup, but then again, I never imagined I would be locked for 37 days, with a current goal of 61.

I'm sure the horniness and frustration will continue to grow, and I will learn to live with it.

5 + 2 = 10

2011-10-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 36
Days until release - 25
Days since last hardon - 0

No, I didn't put a plus sign instead of a times sign. So let me explain. First I earned one penalty day for not backing up my computer yesterday. Every since losing all the data on my hard drive, I back up my computer every Friday. Every Friday except yesterday, that is.

The remain nine days are more difficult to explain. I lost a bet to a friend. There was no monetary penalty so I decided that an additional week of being locked was appropriate - I am extremely cruel to myself. I was hoping to reduce this penalty, so I opted to role two dice to determine my fate. I did not get snake eyes, rather a four and a five. Thus, my seven days increased to nine.

I can't believe it, my record lockup is now at 61 days. This is more then twice my previous record of 30 days. And I'm sure I will earn additional penalties before completing the remaining 25 days.

On the brighter side, my morning orgasms continue to be enjoyable. And the Birdlocked continues to be extremely comfortable. Let us see what tomorrow brings.

Five Weeks of Chastity

2011-10-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 35
Days until release - 16
Days since last hardon - 0

Well I keep setting a new record every day. Today I hit the five week mark. And I still have over two weeks to go, assuming I don't incur any additional penalties.

This morning during my daily erection, which was very erotic and enjoyable, I became very horny and tried to remember what it was like to have an orgasm. I wish I could have one while caged, but I've learned that that is impossible. So I will continue to suffer and wait. I know the first one after I remove the Birdlocked will be amazing, as will the second, third and fourth.

Today I must finish another painting to avoid yet another penalty day. Here's the painting I completed a few weeks ago. I don't think I posted it. For those who want a link to my painting blog, send an email to goodguy321123@gmail.com, or leave your email as a comment.

Glancing Down

Birdlocked with Smaller Ring Arrives

2011-10-06T04:30:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 34
Days until release - 17
Days since last hardon - 0

My new Birdlocked with the smaller ring arrived yesterday, and I wasted no time in removing my old one and replacing it with the new one. It took about four minutes to get it on, the hardest part was pushing my balls through the opening. It took my friend a lot longer a few days ago, I guess he has bigger balls.

I had the original one one for about two weeks. I clean it every day, but there was still some yellowing on the silicone. I doubt it will take away from the performance. It might be better to purchase a colored one to avoid this problem.

Here's my new Birdlocked. Only the ring is smaller then my original one.

While not erect, you can see that my cock has to shrink quite a bit when inside the Birdlocked.

And here I am, locked for at least another 17 days.

Birdlocked - Day 15

2011-10-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 33
Days until release - 18
Days since last hardon - 0

The days since my last orgasm keep increasing. I wonder how long I will actually go before my next release. I don't think I can be penalty free for 18 days.

But I did have another morning erection today. I can't tell you how wonderful they feel in the Birdlocked. Speaking of which, my new one should arrive today. I can't wait to try to shove my balls in the smaller ring. I just hope they are completely secure.

After having the new Birdlocked on for a while, I will finally get to write a comparison between the Birdlocked and the CB6000.

Birdlocked - Day 14

2011-10-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 32
Days until release - 19
Days since last hardon - 0

I've now had my Birdlocked for two weeks. It is truly amazing. Except for my cock slipping out once and my balls escaping the ring, I've had no issues. I'm still waiting for the Birdlocked with the smaller ring, which hopefully will solve these two problems permanently.

Speaking of permanently, I was envisioning permanent chastity this morning. I don't think it will be in the next year, but maybe sometime in the future. I think I can wear the Bridlocked permanently.

I had another hardon this morning, so I guess I'm back to normal.

My next release is still 19 days away, so its difficult to get too excited yet, but as the numbers approach single digits, I'm sure I'll start getting very anxious and horny.

Birdlocked - Day 13

2011-10-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 31
Days until release - 20
Days since last hardon - 0

Yesterday was a quiet Sunday. As usual I did the local crossword puzzle. Last week I did really bad and earned myself a penalty day. Yesterday was turning out just as bad and I was close to increasing my locked time by another day. But with much effort I managed to solve the theme and the riddle, and finished the puzzle. It wasn't perfect, but not bad enough for a penalty.

This morning I had another erection when I woke up. I hope I don't have another 7 day dry spell. I kind of like the feeling of the erection in the Birdlocked.

I'm waiting for my new Birdlocked, with the smaller ring. It should be here by Wednesday. I'll try to make a video of putting it on, like I did last time. I hope I can upload it this time.

My friend asked about whether I had posted my new paintings yet. I'll add it to my project list with a Thursday deadline. That means they will be posted by then or I add another day. It is amazing how many things I get done with this incentive.

I really enjoy being locked up long term. I do miss the orgasms, but every day brings me closer to the next one.

A New Record

2011-10-02T06:26:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 30
Days until release - 21
Days since last hardon - 1

Yesterday's post was saved as a draft and not published until now. See it below.

Today I tie my previous chastity record of 30 days, and I still have at least three weeks to go.

In a way I can't believe I'm doing this, but yet, I enjoy every day of being deprived of an orgasm. Yes I love them as much as everyone else, but there is something about chastity which continues to fascinate me. I sit here and imagine how wonderful it will be when I get to stroke my cock. I get to watch it grow to its fullest potential. And then I can feel the amazing sensation of getting close. Of course I will slow down to let the pleasure last. But eventually I will let my urges get the best of me and explode into an amazing orgasm. I just wish they would last for more then a few seconds, because I never know when the next one will be allowed.

It always feels great even imagining an orgasm, but as you know, it will be at least three more weeks.

By the way, I did finish another painting, which was the reason for yesterday's penalty day. And luckily I have very few projects scheduled for the next week. So I start this week with a positive attitude and look forward to enjoying another week in chastity.

Birdlocked - Day 11

2011-10-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 29
Days until release - 22
Days since last hardon - 0

As you can see from the stats above, my hardon dry spell ended this morning at 5:40am. I woke up with that familiar feeling of my cock trying to escape. It was a very good feeling, one that has been absent for over a week. My cock gently pushed against the silicone Birdlocked. Unlike the CB6000, there is absolutely no pain.

I lay in bed enjoying the sensation of my cock twitching every few seconds. I would love to have had an orgasm, but that won't happen for a while. I did have a dream the other night of shooting a big load, but that was only a dream. I had no idea how long the hardon would last. My record is about an hour and I was hoping to exceed that, but at around 45 minutes the hardness began to ebb. But I was glad that I had the hardon. I was beginning to wonder if by being locked so long I had lost the ability.

You also might notice that the days until my next release has not changed since yesterday. As I said, I had a lot of projects due yesterday and I completed all except one, so I earned yet another penalty day. I guess I'm not that concerned, there is still a long time to go until I get released. If the days left were single digit each penalty day would hurt a lot more.

I have no great plans for the weekend so I should be able to get yesterday's project completed, before the new ones start to appear.

Birdlocked - Day 10

2011-09-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 28
Days until release - 22
Days since last hardon - 7

Yesterday I finished all my projects, so no additional locked time was awarded. But today is another matter, it is the end of the week and the end of the month, so there are lots of things due. But I'm free most of the day and will try my hardest to finish everything.

I've been chaste for four weeks now, almost a record. And I have over three weeks to go before any relief. I guess after this long you just keep going.

It has been one week since I've had a nighttime or morning hardon. I wake up and wait for the twitching, but nothing happens. Well, I can feel them starting as I type this, but after a few, they disappear as does any hope for an erection. That's too bad, since they kind of feel good in the Birdlocked, unlike the pain the caused in the CB6000.

So my life in chastity continues............

Falling Behind

2011-09-29T10:29:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 27
Days until release - 23
Days since last hardon - 6

Taking a day off to go to the beach was a lot of fun, but it also caused me to fall behind on some of my projects. You can see the days to my next release have increased. I earned myself two penalty days. Hopefully I will bet caught up today, but if not, I will continue to earn the penalty days.

I wore my Birdlocked for the first time under my bathing suit. No, I did not wear my bikini. If I had it would have looked like this. The bikini hangs very low, as does my caged cock and balls.

I wore my surfer trunks to the beach which were not revealing at all. I didn't even get sand in the Birdlocked.

I'm back home now and will work hard to avoid another penalty. My six week lockup has now become seven weeks, with plenty of time to get even longer.

Birdlocked - Day 8

2011-09-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 26
Days until release - 22
Days since last hardon - 5

You may notice that the days until my release has not decreased since yesterday. You guessed it - another penalty. I finished a project yesterday only to discover that the completion date was the previous day. I really thought I was on time. I have another project due today, that I doubt I'll be able to finish for another day or two, so my lockup will continue to grow. But being locked in the Birdlocked has been a very pleasant experience.

I'm off to the beach today with a friend. This is the first time I'll be wearing my cage at the beach. I guess I won't be wearing one of my tight bathing trunks. I really hope I don't get any sand inside the Birdlocked. This also means that my update tomorrow will be late.

I will be ordering a new Birdlocked, with a smaller ring. Because of health issues they can't let me return this one, so I will be selling it after I receive my new one. If anyone is interested let me know.

This morning I felt some twinges and was hoping my morning hardon was going to return. After five twitches nothing happened. Life goes on.

Birdlocked - Day 7

2011-09-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Days since last orgasm - 25
Days until release - 22
Days since last hardon - 4

I had another soft night last night. I chatted with a friend a few days ago and he says he goes weeks without a hardon, so I'm not that concerned. The only change I've had recently is using the Birdlocked.

I chatted with another guy who also got a Birdlocked within the past week. He is exchanging it for one with a smaller ring, which I may have to do. He recently started a new blog which I find very interesting. You can click on the link on the right for Adventures in Chastity.

I'm surprised I had a penalty free day. I might even be able to get unlocked soon.

Yesterday I had the second largest number of page views since starting my blog in January. I had 446 page views, close to my record of 463.

Thank you readers and followers. I enjoy reading your comments, so keep them coming.

Birdlocked - Day 6

2011-09-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was an interesting day. I was reading my book and had to pee. When I looked at my cock in the Birdlocked, something seemed wrong. One of my balls had pushed out the back. Good thing it wasn't my cock, because that would have meant a week penalty.

I tried pushing my ball back into the Birdlocked, hoping not to have to take everything off. Finally my balls were back where they belonged.

I'm sure this is because I purchased the medium size ring instead of the small one. To cure the problem I attached a medium size zip tie around my balls and over the Birdlocked. If you look at the photo below, you can see the white zip tie across the front of the ring. I hope this solves the problem.

But since I was partially out of the Birdlocked, I will add two penalty days. My total lockup as of now is 47 days, of which 24 have been served. I'm still just over half way.

I still have had no erections, either porn stimulated or nighttime. Tomorrow I'll start a running tab of how long I go without an erection.

Lockup Half Over

2011-09-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

I've completed 23 days of my 45 day lockup. That assumes I won't have any more penalty days which I kind of doubt. But it is half way as of today, and I still have over three weeks to go.

This new Birdlocked is truly amazing. I know I will have no problem keeping it on and clean for the remaining time. But I'm glad I had the CB6000 first and then the metal cage. I think one day I may still buy the Steelworxx.

I've had a very interesting experience with the Birdlocked and it is difficult to describe. It is almost as if I don't have a penis anymore. I don't feel it in the Birdlocked. I don't feel it at all. But it is there, because I can see it. I don't know what this means. I wonder if it is connected to the fact that I don't get erections anymore, which I described yesterday. Even this morning's hardon was only half erect and lasted only three minutes. I don't know if it will make the next three weeks easier or not. In the back of my mind I'm wondering if I will be able to get hard when I take it off. I guess time will tell.

So, by next week I hope to have my observations and comparisons between the CB6000 and the Birdlocked. Please ask any questions about the devices or chastity and I will try to respond.

Birdlocked - Day 4

2011-09-24T09:57:00.000-07:00

Another amazing day with the Birdlocked. Absolutely no discomfort.

It is extremely easy to clean. During my shower I just squirt some liquid soap in the pee hole and use my pinky to swirl it around. It feels good but nothing is going to happen the 15 seconds it takes to clean.

It is extremely easy to escape from the Birdlocked. Twice I have been able to get my cock out of the tube, but since trying to escape isn't an issue for me, I just reinserted it and continued washing. For those into very serious and strict chastity, the Birdlocked may not be for you.

I guess its time to add another rule. If I every take my cock out of the tube it will mean an extra week of lockup. For me this will only happen as an accident, but even so, I will pay the price.

Another think I have noticed the past few weeks. With the exception of my nighttime and morning erection, my cock never gets hard anymore. I can be watching porn or reading an erotic story, and absolutely nothing stirs. I wonder what is causing this?

Anyway, I still love the Birdlocked and if it means no erections, I'm happy anyway.

I know I was going to do a comparison between the CB6000 and the Birdlocked, but I think I'll wait a week or two, as I get more experience with the Birdlocked.

Birdlocked - Day 3

2011-09-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

I still absolutely love this device. I have had no problems at all. The biggest difference between the Birdlocked and the CB6000 is the hard vs. soft ring. I know we all like things hard, but the soft, flexible ring makes this device so comfortable.

I thought I was going to be able to stimulate myself through the silicone, but so far the only erections I get are when my cock decides to inflate. Last night it happened three times. I can't remember the last night with three erections. They each lasted about 15 minutes and to be honest, they were pleasurable.

This will be a short update since I have three tasks to complete today. As you know, if I miss the deadline, I get to add another penalty day to my 45 day lockup.

Tomorrow I will try to compare the Birdlocked to the CB6000.

Yesterday I was so busy that I didn't even use my hour to watch porn. I didn't use it so I lose it.

Love My Birdlocked

2011-09-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

I know it's only been a few days, but I absolutely love my Birdlocked. It is 100% more comfortable then my CB6000 or my metal cage. You can see I've replaced the metal lock with a zip tie. I'm self locked and this is just easier and doesn't show as much. Again, if there are any keyholders out there, I'm looking for one.

Yesterday I had two comments which I would like to address. The first was anonymous from someone looking to wear a device for 80 days. I have another three or four weeks to go in this lockup, so keep reading to see how I do. You can also email me with any questions. goodguy321123@gmail.com.

The second comment was from my good buddy in CT. I'm glad he enjoyed his vacation and look forward to his next lockup. He asked about ventilation and wearing it in the heat. Again, so far no issues.

Yesterday I took my first bike ride with the Birdlocked. It felt great. I no longer will have to remove the cage to ride my bike. Yes it shows a little, but nowhere near as much as the CB6000.

I am by no means trying to put down the CB6000. I have worn it since January 2012 and I'm sure I will wear it again. I had a great ride with that classic device.

Tomorrow I'll discuss cleaning and one of the shortfalls I've discovered with the Birdlocked.

One final note - I did miss one of my project deadlines yesterday, so I will be adding another day to my lockdown. It is now a total of 45 days. When I set the deadlines I try to give myself enough time to finish them easily, but sometimes I get distracted.

Birdlocked

2011-09-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my new chastity device arrived and I was very excited. This is the flexible Birdlocked, made of silicone.

It is probably about 1/2 inch shorter then the CB6000, but the ring seems to be slightly larger. I hope it fits right, otherwise I will have to order a replacement.

I removed my CB6000 and washed my equipment. Then I applied some hand lotion, which was recommended instead of any oil based lotion.

You have to place your balls in first, then your cock. Finally you lock everything together with the plastic strap.

I tried to upload a video of me putting the Birdlocked on, but it didn't seem to work. I'll try another one tomorrow. Here's what it finally looked like.

It felt really great. It was very soft and flexible.

Last night I had my first two Birdlocked erections. The first was at about 4:00am. I could feel the twinges after I woke up and before long could feel the gentle pressure on the cage. It was very different then the CB6000. There was absolutely no pain, even when the erection subsided. The only difference I noticed was that the cage seemed to pull away from my body more then the CB did. Unfortunately, none of the erection photos were in focus.

Tomorrow I'll take about riding my bike with the Birdlocked and how easy it was to clean it in the shower. I think I'll be Birdlocked for a while.

Penalty Days

2011-09-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

Well I knew it was only a matter of time until I screwed up and earned a penalty. Yesterday I did even worse and earned two penalty days. It could have been three but I stayed up late to complete an unfinished task.

As you know, if you've read my blog, I have many chores and tasks that must be completed or I earn a penalty. I try to set reasonable goals and deadlines, but sometimes I have too much happening and miss them.

Yesterday's first penalty was completely my fault and completely avoidable. As you know, I'm allowed one hour of porn a day. While watching some hot videos, I heard the grandfather clock chime 10. Shit, I hadn't made my bed. I never made my bed before setting this chore. I think I've missed the 10am goal only three times since January. But I did miss it yesterday and I earned myself one penalty day. So my lockup went from 42 to 43 days.

To make matters worse. I had two other projects due yesterday which completely slipped my mind. I struggled to complete one of them, even staying up way past my bedtime. It was impossible to attempt the second one, so I earned my second penalty of the day. The lockup now moves to 44 days.

I doubt I will make it without any more penalties, but if they happen, I will suffer longer.

The past few days have been relatively easy. I've had no strong urges, even when I've watched porn. I hope this continues for the next four weeks or so.

My Keyholder (KH)

2011-09-19T06:02:00.000-07:00

My older followers know that I had a KH from February through April. I wasn't able to take my CB off unless he unlocked me. He was the one who pushed me to remain locked for a month.

He was also an SM master. I had many very intense sessions, some leaving my ass bruised for weeks.

When he moved to PA at the end of April I basically controlled my own chastity.

Last week I spoke with my KH and told him I no longer was interested in the SM sessions. I enjoyed it at the time, but it really isn't my thing. He understood and kind of suspected that.

So for the time being, I will continue to control my own chastity, unless there is someone out there who knows what I'm looking for and will take the key.

Sunday Bike Ride

2011-09-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

Today I did my longest bike ride in a while - almost 26 miles. Of course I had to removed the CB6000 but it is back in place right now. I met a guy on Silverdaddies who does long rides on the weekend, so I asked to join him. This is probably the first time I've use SD for something other then sex. Of course if he had asked me, I probably would have done it with him. And if I went too far, I would be back at day one.

As it is, I'm into my third of six weeks of locking and chastity.

Last night I had my first middle of the night erection in a long time. It felt really good, but made me so horny. You should have seen me trying to hump the bed, but to no avail. As long as I keep busy time will fly.

Today will be my first day back to viewing porn - with a one hour limit. I really miss seeing those hot videos of guys sucking and fucking each other. I know an hour isn't a long time, but if there was no limit I would sit here all day.

Saturday and All Is Well

2011-09-17T10:16:00.000-07:00

Well I wished for a strong hardon this morning and I got it - over 15 minutes. Now I'm going to wish that I have an orgasm tonight (Don't think this wish will come true.) I'm still wearing the CB6000 and since January, I've never been able to have an orgasm while caged. I think I've come close, but never went over the edge.

This has been 4 days without porn. I do miss it and look forward to my allotted hour tomorrow. Maybe I'll even get hard. Yeah!!

It is now over two weeks since my last orgasm and I have a little less then four weeks to go, assuming I don't add any penalty time. I'm pretty good at earning penalties.

I haven't heard from my friends in a while. I hope all is well with everyone else.

Tomorrow I'll talk about why I elected chastity.

Quiet Day

2011-09-16T11:13:00.000-07:00

It has been a quiet 24 hours. Nothing has happened. No erections at all. Even when I fantasize about having sex with hot you men, nothing at all is stirring.

I wonder if its because I've gone two weeks without an orgasm. Maybe my cock even knows he has four more weeks until release. Even though I hate them, I hope tonight I have a really powerful haradon.

It has also been three days without porn. I miss it, but I was looking at way too much. I've limited myself to one hour a day, starting on Sunday.

Hope I have more to report tomorrow.